To be added, comment!

Journal entries may contain these themes:

Adult concepts

Paedophilia (postive and against)


Depressive & suicidal

Black metal, related to:

The Occult



and also: Eastern Religions(mainly tibetan buddhism)

So, if you are fundamnetalist ANYTHING, these concepts will just enrage you, and make you sick to your stomach.

Black Metal ist krieg!

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If you are still on my friends list and reading this I have only one thing to say:

I hate you.

It's nothing personal. Nothing at all. I have accepted the fact that I will never be interesting, I will never have a life, and I am interested in things none of you will ever understand, and that's fine. It's alright.

With that in mind, I have dedicated everything I have to darkness, misanthropy, and hate. If none of you are like me, why should I try? I'm done trying. I am done talking. I have resigned.

There are others like me, yes. They feel the same way. and we have found each other, and we create. We create because it gives us pleasure to do so. It is not to please you, it is a way for us to pass time. Creation is something that requires darkness, a bit of despair, a bit of hatred. A bit of dark motivation.

All of you know what I mean, on some level....

others have made it our life

And I would die for them...

That being said... this is the last post from me... Until I am dead. No more commentary. I'm done talking... For real this time.

EDIT: Amanda (iwanttoclarify), you are still on my good list.


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From the land which hasn't enter yet
Into the history
From the depths of swamps we are bringing
Proudly our name
At night, kissing the moonlight -
- rebel children living in twilight
Like wolves...
... some named us so...
Union with people from the sign
Of the half-moon
To crush the golden walls of
Earthly heaven,
To strangle the pestilence...
To the lands of the mighty Empire
Others even think about with fear
We invaded a state with sword
In our hands
Roma means nothing
In the land of Slavs !
Today forests sing about the legend,
Long forgotten spirits
Whose names nobody remembers now
Waiting their day to reborn
Their visions of the past
Are torturing our souls
Whispering in the dark...
... they will come here again
To reign supreme
Believe my words...
From unremembrance
From Fire and Water
From the sacred woods
Ancient Wolves gather
From the burnt Arkona
... From the Pagan Vastlands !
Black horse rides across the sky
With a sword we will open the amber gates of Nawia
Dzieci Svantevitha nienawidza Chrystusa !!!
Dzieci Svantevitha nienawidza boga-krzyza !!!


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Kittymish - Reason as to why i'm banned from your LJ?

I mean, i don't think I did anything wrong, but if so... Just tell me?

I'm sorry&upset...

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I'm havign a strong urge to write a novel and dedicate it to Aryi... Should I?


Of course, it will be about.. you guessed it. The topic of this journal.